MEHER MOUNT

9902 Sulphur Mountain Road
Ojai, CA 93023-9375

Phone: 805-640-0000
Email: info@mehermount.org

HOURS

Wednesday-Sunday: Noon to 5:00 p.m.
Monday & Tuesday: Closed

MANAGER/CARETAKERS

Buzz & Ginger Glasky

BOARD OF DIRECTORS

Sam Ervin, Preident
Ron Holsey, Vice President
Ursula Reinhart, Treasurer
Jim Whitson, Director
Richard Mannis, Director

OFFICERS

Margaret Magnus, Secretary

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9902 Sulphur Mountain Rd
Ojai, CA, 93023
United States

(805) 640-0000

Photo Friday Blog

"O Beloved, You are a flower, You are also its fragrance and color."

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo is in honor of National Poetry Month…

This photo of a white rose at Meher Mount was taken by guest caretaker and photographer Juan Mendez.

The following is an excerpt from the ghazal, “At Least Sometimes,” given by Avatar Meher Baba to Bhau Kalchuri (a close disciple and ghazal* writer).

O Beloved, You are a flower; You are also its fragrance and color.
You are the garden and its Gardener; at least sometimes manifest.
— Avatar Meher Baba

At Least Sometimes (Excerpt)

O Meher, Your lover is restless. At least sometimes hear him,
At least sometimes ask him what he wants,
at least sometimes ask him what he is pleading for.

O Beloved, You are a flower; You are also its fragrance and color.
You are the garden and its Gardener; at least sometimes manifest.

You are not the garden where there are thorns.
I am searching for that garden of only one flower,
at least sometimes shower Your grace so I can find it.

You are not that flower whose fragrance ever diminishes.
O Beloved, open the bud of my heart; at least sometimes fill it
with the fragrance which always remains fresh.

You are not that flower which withers —
You are that flower which eternally blooms.

What a wonderful smile You have;
At least sometimes fill the flower of my heart with that smile.

You are not that flower whose color will fade.
I am searching for that flower, at least sometimes give it to me.

O Meher, I have dedicated myself at Your feet;
You are my life and everything for me.
Let your color and fragrance at least sometimes fill my heart.

~Avatar Meher Baba, given to Bhau Kalchuri


Ghazal: A poetic form originating in 7th-century Arabic verse. Ghazals written in relation to Meher Baba express spiritual love and longing.


Source

Bhau Kalchuri, Meher Sarod, (North Myrtle Beach, SC: Manifestation, Inc.), Ghazal One Hundred Fifty Five, ©1984 Bhau Kalchuri.


"I've never seen this before. They always just fly away."

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Your Friday photo is a video…

Visitors to Baba’s Tree at Meher Mount are often surprised at what they find. "I've never seen this before," said Jackie DeSantis from the Ojai Raptor Center. She made this comment watching what happened after she released a rehabilitated American Kestrel at Avatar's Point next to Baba's Tree.

See the complete story and raptor release in this 3:15-minute video as told by guest caretakers Kristina Somma and Robert Turnage.

“Raptors” is an outtake (a scene filmed for a movie but not included in the final version) from the award-winning documentary film Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience.

It reinforced the feeling that something powerful is at Baba’s Tree and at Avatar’s Point.
— Robert Turnage, Guest Caretaker & Board Treasurer

As Robert Turnage and Kristina Somma tell the story:

We were there on the first raptor release that took place, and this was a connection that Meher Mount made with the Ojai Raptor Center, which rehabilitates wounded birds of prey.

And an arrangement had been made to release two birds from Avatar's Point, which is right next to Baba's Tree. And the person from the raptor center, Jackie DeSantis, first released the kestrel.

And off it went, and it immediately flew into a tree right next to Baba's Tree. And Jackie, who has done this dozens and dozens of times, so she's an expert with raptors, is going, “I've never seen this before. They always just fly away.”

This one has decided to hang out. That kestrel hung out on the tree next to Baba's tree for 15 minutes, and Jackie DeSantis was saying, “I don't understand it.”

And some of us were sort of knowingly saying, “Well, I think they feel a connection, or the kestrel feels a connection to this magical Baba's Tree. It doesn't want to leave.”

But the issue was actually that the red-tailed hawk was getting a little bit anxious in its enclosure. And Jackie was feeling like, “We need to get this red-tailed hawk out of here.” So she pulls out the red-tailed hawk, and gently releases it.

The kestrel sees the hawk and finally says, okay, it's time for me to make my exit. But then the hawk does this amazing swoop, flies in a circle, goes right by the branches of Baba's Tree, and then lands in the tree next to Baba's Tree.

It reinforced the feeling that there is something very powerful at Baba's Tree and at Avatar's Point.

And then finally, it made its very graceful exit, sort of out in the direction of Santa Paula Peak in the distance.

~Robert Turnage & Kristina Somma, Guest Caretakers


"O bluebird, welcome back again..."

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo is in honor of National Poetry Month…

This photo of a bluebird in the pond at Meher Mount was taken by guest caretaker and photographer Juan Mendez.

O bluebird, welcome back again,
Thy azure coat and ruddy vest
Are hues that April loveth best,-
Warm skies above the furrowed plain.
— John Burroughs, Writer and Naturalist

The Bluebird

A wistful note from out the sky,
“Pure, pure, pure,” in plaintive tone,
As if the wand’rer were alone,
And hardly knew to sing or cry.

But now a flash of eager wing,
Flitting, twinkling by the wall,
And pleading sweet and am’rous call,
Ah, now I know his heart doth sing!

O bluebird, welcome back again,
Thy azure coat and ruddy vest
Are hues that April loveth best,
Warm skies above the furrowed plain.

The farm boy hears thy tender voice,
And visions come of crystal days,
With sugar-camps in maple ways,
And scenes that make his heart rejoice.

The lucid smoke drifts on the breeze,
The steaming pans are mantling white,
And thy blue wing’s a joyous sight,
Among the brown and leafless trees.

Now loosened currents glance and run,
And buckets shine on sturdy boles,
The forest folk peep from their holes,
And work is play from sun to sun.

The Downy beats his sounding limb,
The nuthatch pipes his nasal call,
And robin perched on treetop tall
Heavenward lifts his evening hymn.

Now go and bring thy homesick bride,
Persuade her here is just the place
To build a home and found a race
In Downy’s cell, my lodge beside.

~John Burroughs, Writer & Naturalist


John Burroughs was one of the preeminent naturalists of the late 19th and early 20th centuries. He was a distinguished writer and conservationist.

For Burroughs, the return of the bluebird was one of the first signs of impending spring and a joyous occasion. His reference in the last line to “Downey’s cell” is the abandoned hole of a Downy Woodpecker.


Source
10,000 Birds website, “The Bluebird by John Burroughs,” accessed March 19, 2026.


"A lot of the magic I got from the project was from the animals."

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Your Friday photo is in honor of the Darshan Courtyard…

The photo from caretaker Ray Johnston is of a deer visiting the Darshan Courtyard worksite.

The image appearing in the Darshan Courtyard sign is of Avatar Meher Baba and co-founder and lifetime caretaker Agnes Baron kneeling beside Him. They are in the Baba Room which burned in 1985. The Darshan Courtyard is the same space where Meher Baba gave darshan (the grace of seeing or being with the Divine) to His followers in 1956.

A lot of the magic that I got from the project was from the animals. They came up to the work site, and they were part of the crew here. The deer were not scared. They would be right by us.
— Alonzo Banuelos, Contractor & Owner, Hybrid Construction

After the construction of the Darshan Courtyard was completed, Meher Mount sat down with the contractor, Alonzo Banuelos owner of Hybrid Construction, to talk about his impressions regarding this project.

Q: Were there any synchronicities or magic that you experienced as part of the whole building process?

A lot of the magic that I got from the project was from the animals. They came up to the work site, and they were part of the crew here. The deer were not scared. They would be right by us.

We encountered venomous snakes, and we let them go. There were squirrels and birds galore. So, this being with the animals. That’s magic in itself, you know.

And this project had an effect, too, when I came to Meher Mount. I came here to work. Yet, I had a really good feeling when I came here. I thought, “I am coming to some place that’s really peaceful.”

Q: How do you feel now that it’s completed?

Oh, I love it. With the colors and textures and the stone that we picked out. The stone is similar to the shale stone they have on the whole mountain. It’s complemented very well. it’s very spacious. It’s got a beautiful view, and it’s very dreamy.

Q: If you were telling friends about this space and bringing them to see your work on the Darshan Courtyard, what would you say to them?

I would say, “I want to bring you to see the Darshan Courtyard because I want you to see a magnificent place.” I want people who come to the courtyard to feel like they can be free here, and that they can breathe and smell the air and live.

It’s a beautiful area. And it’s a beautiful piece of work. It’s art – not just a structure.



"What is Zen?"

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Your Friday photo…

The following story of the Zen master, who visited Meher Mount in the 1960s, was told by co-founder and lifetime caretaker Agnes Baron (1907-1994) and is shared by long-time volunteer Sam Ervin.

The 1940s photo is of the guesthouse where Avatar Meher Baba met with with His followers in the Baba Room in 1956. This is the building referred to in the story.*

What is Zen?

In my hands is a hoe. I neither assert nor do I negate. I use it!
— Zen Buddhist Master Visiting Meher Mount, 1960s

In about 1960, Agnes Baron went to see a visiting Japanese Zen Master who was giving a talk somewhere in Southern California. She liked his presentation very much, and related one of the comments that struck her.

In response to the question, “What is Zen?” he said, “In my hands is a hoe. I neither assert nor do I negate. I use it!” while making a hoeing motion with his hands.

After the talk, Agnes approached him and said to him, “Neither assert nor negate, but come. Come to Meher Mount.” He immediately agreed, and spent a few nights at Meher Mount.

Agnes said that when he came into her house at Meher Mount and saw a large photo of Meher Baba, the Zen Master asked, “Is that the Landlord?” Agnes responded, “Yes.” He then put his hands together and bowed to Meher Baba’s picture.

He asked if he could help prepare dinner, and Agnes was very impressed by how quickly and efficiently he chopped all the vegetables.

The next day, a few volunteers arrived to help Agnes nail new tar paper shingles on the guesthouse roof. This was the house Meher Baba had stayed in for much of the day on August 2, 1956.

Again, the Zen Master wanted to help shingle the roof. Agnes was reluctant, because she said he had a “pot belly” and kneeling to hammer in the nails could be hard for him. Also, she doubted he had experience with this kind of work.

She described how he very carefully placed the first shingle and slowly began to nail it on, and she thought, “O my God, we’ll never get this done as slowly as he’s going.”

Then he gradually picked up the pace, and soon he was keeping up with the others and even surpassing their speed while precisely placing the shingles. She felt this was a demonstration of his Zen Buddhism in action.

~Sam Ervin, Board President & Long-Time Volunteer


Note

*The guesthouse and Baba Room burned in the 1985 New Life (Ferndale) Fire. The only remaining artifacts of the room after the fire were the chimney and fireplace, now called Baba’s Fireplace. The recently completed Darshan Courtyard next to Baba’s Fireplace evokes that space and is open to welcome visitors.


"These dhuni ashes contain the essence of many of Your sublime messages..."

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Your Friday photo is in honor of the Darshan Courtyard…

The Darshan Courtyard at Meher Mount was born out of fire. And ashes representing Meher Baba’s words symbolically help form the foundation of the courtyard.

The Darshan Courtyard is in the space of the Baba Room where Avatar Meher Baba gave darshan (the grace of seeing or being with the Divine) to His followers on August 2, 1956.

The guesthouse with the Baba Room burned to the ground on October 14, 1985. All that remained was the stone fireplace and chimney — now known as Baba’s Fireplace.

In 2021, plans were underway to build a courtyard celebrating this space and Meher Baba’s Presence. Meher Mount invited followers from all over the world to send their favorite Meher Baba quote.

Each quote and the person’s name were printed on a special piece of paper. These quotes were read aloud and then placed in a special dhuni (sacred fire)* at the Darshan Dhuni event on June 12, 2021.

In 2024, when it was time to break ground for the actual building of the Darshan Courtyard, the ashes from this Darshan Dhuni were put under the spot where Meher Baba sat during His time in the Baba Room. The groundbreaking ceremony was on dhuni day October 12, 2024.

This photo of a sunset over Baba’s Fireplace was taken by Ray Johnston just before construction began on the Darshan Courtyard in 2024. The following statement from board president Sam Ervin was made during the groundbreaking dedication later in 2024.

These dhuni ashes contain the essence of many of Your sublime messages that are cherished by Your lovers around the world.

The dhuni fire in which they were burned was fueled by wood from Your tree, Baba’s Tree.

We now offer these ashes carrying that Divine essence expressed by You to mingle with the earth supporting the Darshan Courtyard.

We ask that You accept this, as an expression of the hearts of Your lovers, yearning for Your presence.
— Sam Ervin, Darshan Courtyard Groundbreaking 2024

Note

*Meher Baba lit the first dhuni in 1925, and later ordered that there be a monthly dhuni event on the 12th of each month in Meherabad, India (home of Meher Baba’s Tomb Shrine). At this dhuni, participants throw in a sandalwood stick dipped in ghee into the fire, an act signifying the renunciation of some attachment.



"What did you learn about life, yourself, or the craft?"

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo…

Margaret Magnus, producer and co-director of the award-winning documentary film Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience, shares two lessons she learned during the three-year process of making the film.

These lessons turned out to be life lessons in following Avatar Meher Baba.

She is speaking with her co-director and cinematographer Ben Hoffman. They won an award for Best Directors of a Feature Documentary at the We Regret to Inform You film festival in December 2025.

In this behind-the-scenes photograph by Margaret Magnus, storyteller Perry van Houten, Senior Reporter for the Ojai Valley News, is being interviewed for the film. Filming are camera people Barbara Doux (left) and Ben Hoffman (right). The location is the Topa Topa Patio at Meher Mount.

What did you learn about life, yourself, or the craft in the making the film, Tree of Fire?
— Ben Hoffman to Margaret Magnus, Co-Directors

Ben Hoffman, Co-Director, Editor & Director of Photography:

What did you learn about life, yourself, or the craft in making the film, Tree of Fire?

Margaret Magnus, Producer, Co-Director & Writer:

What I learned, and this is proven to be true over and over at Meher Mount — everything happens in Meher Baba’s timing. So you may think a project takes too long. There are too many complications. There are obstacles. But they're really all part of His Divine plan, God's Divine plan. Because when it was time for the movie to be finished, that's when it was finished. Not a moment earlier and not a moment later. And that was the biggest thing I learned.

The other thing I learned in doing the film is — try your hardest and leave the results to God. It was my first time making a film. Things happened serendipitously that I didn't see at the time. But they turned out to be perfect and have perfect moments in the film. There were perfect coincidences that all contributed to make the film as good as it is.


Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience is a heartfelt story of loss, survival, and spiritual connection. After a devastating fire, a once-thriving massive oak – blessed by Avatar Meher Baba – rises from the ashes to offer love and solace. The tree’s survival becomes a living symbol of resilience and Divine love. Through personal testimonies and breathtaking imagery, the film invites viewers to rediscover their own capacity for healing, transformation, and spiritual awakening.

Click here to see a trailer of the film.


"I am not just this flesh and bones. I am the Ocean." - Avatar Meher Baba

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Your Friday photo is honor of Avatar Meher Baba’s birthday, the 25th of February…

You can join in, even silently, to sing Happy Birthday to Meher Baba, as you watch this 4:18-minute video. “I Can’t Help Falling in Love with You” is from Meherabad Moments.

Interestingly, the film montage is of Meher Baba visiting America in 1956, including Meher Mount.

The audio recording at the end of the video — transcribed below — is Meher Baba’s words expressed to those gathered at Meher Mount, voiced by Eruch Jessawala (a close disciple) translating Meher Baba’s silent gestures.

Baba says know well that I am in everyone. I am not just this flesh and bones. I am the Ocean.

If you love Me, Baba says, if you love me intensely, then you will find Me everywhere.

Go out and see the view and try to love Baba through nature. This is all due to my Love. Baba says, this all came out of me, this creation, this nature, all the beautiful scenery, the wonderful view...
— Meher Baba's Hand Gestures as Interpreted by Eruch Jessawala

Note

The year 1956 is the 70th anniversary of Meher Baba’s 30-day, around-the-world journey visiting His followers. This trip included three days in Southern California, one of which was at Meher Mount in Ojai.


Source

  • Video: Meherabad Moments, YouTube Channel, “I Can’t Help Falling in Love with You,” accessed February 10, 2025. Meherabad Moments is a directory of Meher Baba web pages and songs in praise of the Beloved. The footage of Meher Baba’s 1956 trip to America, including Meher Mount, is courtesy of Sufism Reoriented. The song, “Can’t Help Falling in Love” was written by Hugo Peretti, Luigi Creatore, and George David Weiss published by Gladys Music, Inc. The vocals and guitar are by Kina Grannis, “The Living Room Sessions, Vol. 3.”


"It was as if I had called central casting..."

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo is a video…

Former resident caretaker Billy Goodrum tells the story of a biker arriving one afternoon at Meher Mount on his Harley Davidson motorcycle. “It was as if I had called central casting and requested that they send over a Hells Angel,” Billy recalled. Hear the complete story in this 1:56-minute video.

“The Biker” is an outtake (a scene filmed for a movie but not included in the final version) from the award-winning documentary film Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience.

People just get drawn to Baba’s Tree and have an experience there.
— Billy Goodrum, Resident Caretaker (2000-2002)

As Billy tells the story:

One afternoon when we were caretakers there [at Meher Mount], someone drove up on their Harley and they were a full-on biker from Ventura. Beautiful Harley, lots of tattoos, big beard. They didn't have colors or anything. It wasn't like a biker gang, but a serious biker.

And he said, “What is this place?” He asked what the place was. And I said, “Well, it's, you know, a universal spiritual center.” And I just pointed him in the direction of the tree. And I walked halfway down with him and then pointed out Baba’s Tree to him.

 And he walked down, and he was under there. And then about 30 minutes or so later, I heard the Harley drive off and that was that.

And then a week later, he showed back up with his girlfriend on the back of his bike and another guy on a Harley sent over from central casting. They looked like the Hells Angels. And he gets off his bike and he kind of walks over to me and goes, “Hey, is it okay if I show him the cathedral tree?”

And I was like, “Yeah, no go right ahead.” And then he walked down with his girlfriend and his friend and they were down there. And then I later heard the motorcycles drive off and never heard from him again.

But people just get drawn to that tree and have an experience there.

~Billy Goodrum, Resident Caretaker (2000-2002)


"No amount of prayer or meditation can do what helping others can do." - Avatar Meher Baba

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Your Friday photo…

Avatar Meher Baba is washing a leper at Pandharpur, India, in 1954. Assisting Him are (left) Gadge Maharaj (1876-1956), a well known saint living in the area, and Meher Baba’s close disciple Aspandiar ‘Pendu’ Rustom Irani (1903-1986).

God, who is in everything and everyone, is deaf to formal rituals, ceremonies and prayers in mosques, churches and temples; but HE HEARS THE VOICE OF THE HEART.

When you help others, God knows instantly and is pleased. No amount of prayer or meditation can do what helping others can do.
— Avatar Meher Baba

Sources

  • Quote: Perin Jasumani, ed., Gift of Love, pg. 59. ©Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public, Charitable Trust, Ahilyanagar, India.

  • Photo: Meher Nazar Publications, Ahilyanagar, India. Photographed by Panday. Used with permission.


"Whenever I visit a place or stay there..." - Avatar Meher Baba

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Your Friday photo…

This night view of the newly completed Darshan Courtyard at Meher Mount was taken by resident caretaker Ray Johnston.

The Darshan Courtyard is in the space of the former Baba Room where Avatar Meher Baba met with His followers and gave darshan (the grace of seeing the Divine) in 1956. The original building was destroyed in the 1985 New Life Fire. The fireplace — Baba’s Fireplace — is the only remaining artifact of that room and is a central focus of the space.

Whenever I visit a place or stay there, for however short a time, its spiritual atmosphere becomes greatly elevated.
— Avatar Meher Baba

Note

The year 1956 is the 70th anniversary of Meher Baba’s visit to America including His time at Meher Mount. Earlier in 1930, Meher Baba commented about America’s spiritual potential:

“America has a tremendous future and will become a spiritually-minded nation. Whenever I visit a place and stay there, however short a time, its spiritual atmosphere becomes greatly elevated — and I intend to visit America.”



Source

  • Quote: Bhau Kalchuri, Lord Meher: The Biography of the Avatar of the Age, Meher Baba, Online Edition, pg. 1209, accessed February 5, 2025. ©Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public Charitable Trust, Ahilyanagar, India.


"...a fresh dimension of Baba's spiritual work has commenced."

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Your Friday photo is in honor of Amartithi - January 31st - the day Avatar Meher Baba dropped His physical form...

Why do followers of Meher Baba celebrate this day? See what Bal Natu (1919-2003), a close disciple of Meher Baba, has to say about this important event.

The photo is from the first Amartithi on January 31, 1970 on Meherabad Hill, India, near Meher Baba's Samadhi (Tomb Shrine). Close disciples Mehera J. Irani (Meher Baba's closest woman disciple) (right) and Mani S. Irani (Meher Baba's sister) (left) are shown remembering Meher Baba.

My personal feeling is that... a fresh dimension of Baba’s spiritual work has commenced. The veiling of Meher Baba’s body heralded the beginning of a new adventure in love.

It was as if Baba had decided that the time had come to hide His physical form from our sight so that His divine presence could blossom all the more in our hearts.

The Ancient One, in each of His Advents, veils His form at an appointed time, so that humanity may be able to experience His formlessness in a multitude of beguiling ways...
— Avatar Meher Bal Natu, The Samadhi: Star of Infinity

Note - Avatar

"When God manifests on earth in the form of man and reveals His Divinity to mankind, He is recognized as the Avatar - the Messiah - the Prophet. Thus, God becomes man," Meher Baba explained.

Meher Baba declares He is the same Ancient One known in the past as Zoroaster, Rama, Krishna, Buddha, Jesus, and Mohammed.

“Nothing is real but God. Nothing matters but love for God,” says Meher Baba, affirming the timeless message delivered by the Avatar, age after age.


Sources

  • Quote: Bal Natu, The Samadhi: Star of Infinity. (North Myrtle Beach, SC: Sheriar Press), pg. 76. ©1997 by Sheriar Foundation.

  • Photo: Meher Nazar Publications, Ahilyanagar, India. Photographed by Meelan. Used with permission. Painting of Avatar Meher Baba by Srimati Sarala Devi.


"So much love is present in the film..."

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Your Friday photo is a video honoring the showing of Tree of Fire at the recent We Regret to Inform You Film Festival…

Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience tells the incredible story of the loss, recovery and the spiritual connection of Baba’s Tree – a once-thriving oak, devastated by fire, that rises from the ashes to offer love and comfort.

The documentary received two awards at the We Regret to Inform You Film Festival (December 5-7, 2025) in Round Rock, Texas. Congratulations to Margaret Magnus and Ben Hoffman for Best Director of a Feature Documentary and to Ben Hoffman for Best Cinematography for a Feature Documentary.

This short video is of board member and storyteller Robert Turnage who attended the festival and is being interviewed on the red carpet.

Tree of Fire is beautifully done. Watching it is a very moving and touching experience.

So much love is present in the film. That was the part that impacted me the most.

I think all who saw it felt something special. As one person said, you don’t have to a Meher Baba lover to appreciate it. Great job, great gift to the world.

I’ve come away feeling the love in the deep inner silence.
— Carol Anne Graham, Viewer, We Regret to Inform You Film Festival

About Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience

In December 2017, the Thomas Fire struck Meher Mount. The fire and high winds toppled and badly damaged Baba’s Tree. Volunteers worked together to give the tree the love and care it had given them for years.

Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience is the story told by the people who nursed the tree back to health and found new and meaningful ways to carry the legacy of Baba’s Tree forward.

Through personal testimonies, archival footage and breathtaking imagery, the film invites viewers to rediscover their own capacity for healing, transformation, and spiritual awakening.

Baba’s Tree was blessed by the presence of Avatar Meher Baba during His visit in 1956. From that moment forward, Baba’s Tree became a sacred space. Seekers from around the world are drawn to it for meditation, stillness, inspiration, and a connection with the Divine.

One of the We Regret to Inform You festival organizers, Grayson Berry of Grayson Berry Productions noted, “I had a few people approach me after the screening with glowing things to say about your film.”

Click here to see a trailer of the film.


"The place isn’t yours. It belongs to Meher Baba. Make up your mind to that."

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Your Friday photo is in honor of Meher Mount co-founder and lifetime caretaker Agnes Baron (1907-1994) and the opening reception tonight at the Ojai Valley Museum of the exhibit “Women of the Ojai Valley: 100 Years of Ojai History” which includes Agnes Baron...

In this photo Agnes is sitting in front of her screened in porch of the main house where she lived before the 1985 New Life (Ferndale) Fire destroyed all the buildings at Meher Mount.

Over the years, Agnes faced numerous instances of other people trying to get control of Meher Mount. The following is one story in the early years when she fought to hold onto the 172-acre property for Avatar Meher Baba.

The place isn’t yours. It belongs to Meher Baba. Make up your mind to that.
— Agnes Baron, Co-Founder & Lifetime Caretaker

Agnes’ journey to Meher Mount started just after she returned from Europe as the U.S. was nearing entry into World War II in 1941. Agnes, who was 34 years old at the time, was disillusioned and disheartened at what she had seen. 

She came to California and found inspiration and meaning studying Vedanta. But she left the Vedanta group in Hollywood after two years, accusing the swami of being a hypocrite and fallen yogi.[1] 

She went to live at another Vedanta Center in La Crescenta, CA, but was asked to leave because her typing late into the night disturbed the other residents. They suggested she go next door to another retreat.

That’s where she met Jean Adriel and Alexander Markey, disciples of Meher Baba. They had established the New Life Center in La Crescenta in late 1944 and dedicated it to Meher Baba.

Later, sometime in 1946, Jean told Agnes that Meher Baba had written from India to find a place at least two hours away from a big city.[2]

One afternoon, the group was going to go to the Ojai Valley, and they invited Agnes along for the ride.

Agnes was the one who spotted a curious stand of trees atop Sulphur Mountain and insisted they investigate. When Agnes jumped over the fence to explore the property that would become Meher Mount, she had crossed the threshold to her destiny in work and service for the rest of her life.[3]

Jean and Alexander closed escrow on the property on July 31, 1946. Agnes, still uncertain about Meher Baba, moved in with the group. She wanted to be the “outdoor man.”

“So, I learned how to prune fruit trees, how to run a tractor, I did all that stuff that I didn't know before,” Agnes said. “And after one year, [Jean] decided to go to India. And then she made everybody else leave. There were about 10 people, and [she] made them all leave and wanted me to stay. I said, ‘I’m not interested in your Baba, why should I stay?’”[4]

“[Jean said] ‘I want you to stay until I find out what Baba wants.’”[5]

“So finally, it ended up with her going away, [and] my staying on. I was [here] alone, keeping the place.”[6]

Sometime later, according to Agnes, Jean turned up with a businessman whose last name was Bosberg.

“Anyway, to make a long story short, he pulled a very dirty trick,” Agnes recalled. “He pretended to be interested in Baba and he insisted on having the property in his name.”[7]

[As an aside, it’s not clear from research to date that Bosberg had his name on the property, but Agnes thought he did.]

“And when that was done,” Agnes continued, “he told somebody else, ‘Ha ha, I played a good trick. I’m not interested in Baba, I just said that to get the property. I’m going to have a big hotel here and I’m going to have all the psychics.’”[8]

“Can you imagine anything worse than that?” Agnes asked. 

“And when I heard that, for the first time I wrote to Meher Baba. I knew that somebody was lying and cheating. So, I wrote Him the whole story because, on principle, I hate anybody who tries to cheat somebody else.”

“Without thinking I just wrote down, ‘and Baba if you want Meher Mount, I’ll keep it for you through hellfire and damnation.’ I signed it and sent it off.”[9]

“Now, why did I do that?” She asked herself when she was telling the story in Mandali Hall in Meherazad, India, in 1982. 

“It’s only in hindsight that I see that from the very beginning a little string that Baba had me like a little fish pulling me along like this. So anyway, I sent it off and so He had been doing that all this time to keep me to my promise of hellfire and damnation.”[10]

Meher Baba wrote back what she called a very sweet letter saying, He appreciated and loved Agnes very much and that she, by all means, should keep Meher Mount for Him.

“I didn’t say anything to the man [Bosberg],” Agnes continued, “but I made up my mind that the place is not his. He lied to get it in his name, mind you. 

“And I didn’t know what to do, but I only knew that the man was not going to get possession of it. Finally, it came to a climax, and he wrote a letter and he said, ‘I have been sending a lot of people interested in putting money into the place with me up to Meher Mount.’ I don’t know if he called it Meher Mount or not. And he said, ‘They always come away and say no, they are not interested. Now what are you doing?! What are you and that Meher Baba doing to these people?!’

“And he said Baba was a black magician and I was under His powers and all that nonsense. So, after a few letters, I got very angry, and I wrote him a letter. I said, ‘Look. Stop writing this nonsense. The place isn’t yours. It belongs to Meher Baba. Make up your mind to that.’ And I said, ‘From now on I’m not going to write you anymore. I’m not going to answer any of your stupid letters. And I said, ‘Enough.’”[11]

“So, anyway, I received no more letters,” she said.

From the beginning, Agnes Baron had 100% responsibility for Meher Mount. And she carried that responsibility all alone until her death in 1994. The property dedicated to Avatar Meher Baba is now owned and governed by the non-profit organization, Meher Mount Corporation.

~Sam Ervin & Margaret Magnus, Volunteers


Footnotes

[1] Bing Heckman, “Agnes Baron and Meher Mount,” Meher Baba Center of Northern California Quarterly Newsletter, Fall 1994, Vol. 24, pg. 1.  ©Avatar Meher Baba Center of Northern California.
[2] Agnes Baron, “Beginning,” Mandali Hall Talks.  Recorded in Mandali Hall, Meherazad, India, in September 1982, accessed online on August 2, 2021.
[3] “The Beloved’s Watchdog: Agnes Baron Remembers Her Life with Meher Baba.” Video.  (Walnut Creek: Gateway Mediaworks, 1998)
[4] Beloved’s Watchdog Video, ibid. 
[5] Mandali Hall Talks, op.cit.
[6] Beloved’s Watchdog Video, op.cit. 
[7] Mandali Hall Talks, op.cit.
[8] Mandali Hall Talks, ibid.
[9] Mandali Hall Talks, ibid.
[10] Mandali Hall Talks, ibid.
[11] Mandali Hall Talks, ibid.


"The one redeeming feature about human nature..." - Avatar Meher Baba

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo...

As we close out 2025, we acknowledge the passing of a year in which many felt distress not only from global events and politics, but also from personal suffering and loss.

As we enter 2026, the following from Avatar Meher Baba expresses genuine hope, empathy and a clear path forward amidst this widespread travail and loss.

This photo of Meher Baba in Jabalpur, India, was taken on January 6, 1939 by Rano Gayley, a close Western follower.

The one redeeming feature about human nature is that even in the midst of disruptive forces there invariably exists some form of love.
— Avatar Meher Baba

“The large mass of humanity is caught up in the clutches of separative and assertive tendencies. For one who is overpowered by the spectacle of these fetters of humanity, there is bound to be nothing but unrelieved despair about its future.

One must look deeper into the realities of the day if one is to get a correct perspective on the present distress of humanity. The real possibilities of the New Humanity are hidden to those who look only at the surface of the world-situation, but they exist and only need the spark of spiritual understanding to come into full play and effect.

The forces of lust, hate and greed produce incalculable suffering and chaos, but the one redeeming feature about human nature is that even in the midst of disruptive forces there invariably exists some form of love."

~Avatar Meher Baba


Sources

  • Quote: Meher Baba, Discourses. Seventh revised edition, “The New Humanity,” pg. 8. (Myrtle Beach SC: Sheriar Press, Inc) ©1987 by Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public Charitable Trust, Ahilyanagar, India.

  • Photo: Avatar Meher Baba in Jabalpur, India, on January 6, 1939 during the Blue Bus Tours. Photographed by Rano Gayley. ©Meher Nazar Publications, Ahilyanagar, India. Used with permission.


"I shall change the history of the whole world." - Avatar Meher Baba

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo is in honor of Christmas when the birth of Jesus is celebrated…

Avatar Meher Baba declared that He is the same Ancient One known in the past as Zoroaster, Rama, Krishna, Buddha, Jesus, and Mohammed.

I shall change the history of the whole world. As Jesus came to impart spirituality to a materialistic age, so I have come to impart a spiritual push to present-day mankind.
— Avatar Meher Baba

When Avatar Meher Baba was questioned about His mission, He stated:

“I shall change the history of the whole world. As Jesus came to impart spirituality to a materialistic age, so I have come to impart a spiritual push to present-day mankind. There is always a fixed time for such divine workings, and when the hour is ripe, I shall reveal my true nature to the entire world.

“The great teachers of religion — Zoroaster, Ram, Krishna, Buddha, Jesus and Muhammad — do not differ in their essential doctrines. All these Prophets came from God. These Divine Ones appeared in public when their help was most needed, when spirituality was at its lowest ebb and materialism was apparently victorious everywhere. Mankind is rapidly approaching such a time.

“At present, the whole world is enmeshed in sensual desires, in racial prejudice, selfishness and money-worship. God is forsaken! True religion is abused. Man seeks life and the priests give him stones! God, therefore, must send his True Prophet among men once again to establish true worship and to awaken people out of their materialistic stupor. I but follow in the line of these earlier Prophets. This is my mission.”

~Avatar Meher Baba


Sources

  • Quote: Bhau Kalchuri, Lord Meher: The Biography of the Avatar of the Age, Meher Baba, Online Edition, pg. 1207, accessed December 15, 2025. ©Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public Charitable Trust, Ahilyanagar, India.

  • Photo: Avatar Meher Baba, Upper Meherabad, India, circa 1928. Photographer is probably S. S. Deen. Meher Nazar Publications, Ahilyanagar, India.


"Your treasure is the envy of kings."

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo is in honor of the December 22nd celebration of the birthday of Mehera J. Irani (1907-1989), Avatar Meher Baba’s divine female counterpart…

In each Avataric advent, when God manifests on earth as man, He has a female disciple who personifies absolute purity and one-pointed love for Him. She sets the example for all mankind on how to love God as He ought to be loved.

In this photo, Mehera J. Irani is garlanding a bust of Avatar Meher Baba in Meherabad, India.

Bhau Kalchuri, a close disciple of Meher Baba, wrote this ghazal to Mehera for her birthday in 1967.

What a life you lead, O Mehera!
Your treasure is the envy of kings.
— Bhau Kalchuri, Song for Mehera's Birthday, 1967

Song for Mehera’s Birthday, 1967
By Bhau Kalchuri

[Chorus:]
What a life you lead, O Mehera!
Your treasure is the envy of kings.

Love, sacrifice, devotion, and prayer –
One should learn their true meaning from you.

To dance to every tune of the Beloved
Is your sole desire in life.

How fortunate you are, O Goddess
To be that which makes the Beloved yours.

[Chorus]

You are the beautiful, smiling bud of his garden;
Bhaunra buzzes nearby, serenading you.

He composes couplets & sings them for you.
Your every breath draws him near.

Your life is blessed to be bound by love;
Such a life is better than liberation.

[Chorus]

Your goal is to see that the Beloved is pleased;
You breathe for this purpose alone.

You are filled by the pain of separation,
But within it lies the smile of Union.

Though you bear the infinite agony of longing,
Springtime blossoms wherever you step.

What a life you lead, O Mehera!
Your treasure is the envy of kings.


Notes

  • Bhaunra: a large black bee, thought to be enamored with the lotus flower; symbolic of marriage.

  • Springtime denotes bliss, which is present in the pain of longing for the Beloved.

  • “Song for Mehera’s Birthday, 1967” written by and translated from Hindi by Bhau Kalchuri; edited by David Fenster.

  • A ghazal (or gazal) is a poetic form originating in 6th-century Arabia, and later adapted by Persian, Urdu and Indian cultures. The ghazal is characterized by rhyming couplets that are thematically linked and often self-contained. The poetry explores themes of love (both divine and earthly), loss, longing, and mysticism, and are often set to music.

  • Meher Irani's birthday is celebrated on December 22nd, although she was born on January 7, 1907. In 1968, Meher Baba directed that her birthday be celebrated on December 22nd, which aligned with the Zoroastrian calendar that year.

Sources

  • Poem: David Fenster, Mehera-Meher: A Divine Romance, E-Book Edition: April 2016, Vol. III, Appendix, pg. 601. (Ahilyanager, India: Meher Nazar Publications) ©David Fenster 2007.

  • Photo: Mehera J. Irani garlanding a bust of Avatar Meher Baba. ©Meher Nazar Publications. Used with permission. Photographer: David Fenster, 1977.


"I enjoyed the feeling of just getting muddy..."

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo is honor of the anniversary of the planting of Baba’s Tree Grove after the 2017 Thomas Fire burned Baba’s Tree to the core…

Former caretaker Ellen Kwiatkowski and former board member Jim Whedon are planting a seedling germinated from an acorn of Baba’s Tree. Imagine from photographer and volunteer Juan Mendez.

Volunteers gathered six years ago in December 2019 to plant the seedlings from Baba’s Tree to help create Baba’s Tree Grove at Meher Mount.

I enjoyed the feeling of just getting muddy and wet, knowing that here’s how the new life starts.
— Robert Turnage, Guest Caretaker & Board Treasurer

The following conversation is from Tree of Fire: A Story of Love and Resilience, a heartwarming documentary film about Baba’s Tree at Meher Mount.

After the fire, guest caretakers Kristina Somma and Robert Turnage collected and nurtured acorns from Baba’s Tree to become the seedlings that were planted as part of Baba’s Tree Grove.

Kristina Somma: The day that we planted that the seedlings, I had a very profound feeling about the process. I had been reading a lot of information about the network of the mycorrhizae of the trees — how all of the oak trees on that property had been sending energy and nutrients to Baba's Tree since the 2017 Thomas Fire in order to sustain it and keep it alive.

And so it really struck me that underneath my feet there was this huge network of communication and nurturing going on amongst all of those trees.

And so, we were actually kind of participating in that beautiful network and supporting Baba's Tree by planting the seedlings and adding to that whole communication and nurturing network. And when we were planting the trees, I kept thinking that we were really participating in that beautiful, deep, mysterious, somewhat unseen network of life.

Robert Turnage: And my recollection was that above ground there was fog and a light rain going on. So when all the volunteers started planting the seedlings, your hands, every part of you was starting to get muddy.

But it was fun. I enjoyed the feeling of just getting muddy and wet, knowing that here's how the new life starts.


"There is no 'above' and 'below.'" - Avatar Meher Baba

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo…

This photo of a full moon over Meher Mount was taken by guest caretaker and photographer Juan Mendez.

There is no ‘above’ and ‘below.’ Everything is here in the Divine Ocean itself. God alone exists everywhere.

The sun, moon, stars, planets, solar systems, innumerable universes — all are mere bubbles in this Ocean.
— Avatar Meher Baba

Source: Bhau Kalchuri, Lord Meher: The Biography of the Avatar of the Age, Meher Baba, Online Edition, pg. 3763, accessed August 8, 2025. ©Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public Charitable Trust, Ahmednagar, India.


“My heart’s a tiny begging bowl; Just one thing I pray..."

Meher Mount

Your Friday photo…

This beautiful bowl was crafted by artisan Darrel Wilson from salvaged wood from Baba’s Tree. The poem is by Heather Nadel, a resident volunteer in Meherabad and Meherazad, India, places of pilgrimage for followers of Avatar Meher Baba.

My heart’s a tiny begging bowl;
Just one thing I pray —
Make it a little bit bigger every day
Make it a little bit bigger every day —
— Heather Nadel

Begging Bowl Song

I am a poor man, I beg for my board
With a begging bowl that holds as much
As I ever care to hoard
And I wander through the countryside
Begging door-to-door
For a bowlful of love, and no more!

Well, one day feeling spritely, confident and wry,
I went up to the palace gate
Of which I’d ‘ore been shy
And I begged me a kingdom,
Of the porter asking, "Why
Does the King get it all, and not I?"

Just then in the distance, we heard a sudden sound,
Someone swift approaching
And the folk knelt all around
For the King in His splendour
From the tower room came down
And one quivering beggar He found.

He looked at me, my bowl of scraps;
He'd seen my like before
A smile flashed across His face,
And I trembled even more
Then He said, “I’d have given you the kingly store
But that bowl can't hold any more!"

Meher, darling Meher, you can see my dismay!
I didn’t know when I came to you
How much You’d give away —
My heart’s a tiny begging bowl;
Just one thing I pray —
Make it a little bit bigger every day
Make it a little bit bigger every day —

~Heather Nadel


Source
Poems to Avatar Meher Baba, an Avatar Meher Baba Trust eBook, pg. 11. ©1985 Manifestation Inc., North Myrtle Beach, South Carolina.